11 april 09

program star

huh.. pg td g program star..
punye r boring.. xtau ape yg dye nye main point...
pstu dak2 kat citu buknnye nk sgt blaja... g sbb tpakse or nk main2..??
xhormat lnsung.. ade r sorng mamat nie yg dok dpn aku.. dye siap bace komik ag kat citu..
pncramh tgk pn wat xtau.. hmm.. pastu balik lmbt sbb mak aku lupe..
atul fana n munirah join skali.. nseb bek ade kwn.. hehe..

tusyen

huahua.. balik program star kol 2 lbeh smpai umah..
penat giler.. pas mndi ingt nk wat kje skola yg btimbon2 tuh.. bukak buku je tros tetido..
ngehehe.. abiz r mlm nie baru nk wat nota sejarah.. err..
bangon2 kol 3.45 da tlmbt nk g tusyen... pastu ingt kne g jln kaki sbb mak aku g mlawat adek aku kt asrama.. fuuueeh~~ nseb bek ade fana.. g tusyen tompng mak dye..
xde r pnat sgt.. n maths pn da msok bab baru kt tusyen.. agak snang r chapter nie.. algebraic 3..
mmg xmereng kali nie sbb xde INDICES.. hoho...

crite fana kt tusyen..

adoyai.. part nie yg xle blah...
mak aku tnye fana mcm2 r ttg ....... aku kt skool tuh..
. nseb bek fana n atul tau simpn rhsie...
ade mak aku ckp aku da brubah.. diam2 je?? stress?? ie ke?? aku xtau r..
same je kowt.. or maybe betol... apsal ngn aku nieh?? aku ok la.. no problem!! nothing...
n nseb bek fana xbgtau ttg ........ kt mak aku... n aku rase mak aku pn da tau la ttg tu kalo aku n kekwan xbgtau pon.. aku OK... aku OK...!! NOTHING... xde pape..
pastu mak aku tanye2 aku... 'yg pnting studi ok. tu je mama nk tau.. btol tanak bgtau mama??'
.. mak aku ckp cmtuh.. err..

kat MPH jj

huuh!! pas balik tusyen tros g MPH sbb nk bli hadiah bufday aku..
then aku tjumpe buku 'ps i love you' tuh... mmg aku nk giler buku tuh.. skarg aku da ade ampir smue collection novel cecelia ahern tuh..
1- ps i love you
2-where rainbows end
3- if you could see me now
4-a place called here



yg lg 2 aku xde.. tgh nak carik.. huhu..
nseb bek dad bg beli buku tuh.. huahaha.. penat memujuk.. tu abg aku nye psl r.. dye g bg gf dye kt asrama dulu tu pinjam .. tgk da ilng.. tp xpe r da dpt yg baru..
hehe...
ade sestgh part dlm buku tu bile bace mmg sedih gile r.. nak nangis bace ayat dye..
nak tau?? jup2 aku carik page brape...

page 140

"ps. i love you holly, and i know you love me. you don't need my belongings
to remember me by, you don't need to keep them as proof that i existed
or still exist in your mind. you don't need to wear my sweater to feel me around
you; i'm already here... always wrapping my arms around you"

wae!! ~~ sweet giler la ayat tuh... but ade ag...

page 468

"don't be afraid to fall in love again. open your heart
and follow where it leads you....
and remember, shoot for the moon...
ps. i will always love you..."

cair aku bace.. T_T...
oopss!! aku kne sign off sbb nk wat kje sejarah.. uhuhu.. out luh.. ZZzZZZzzzz...
thats all 4 today..

7 april 2009

7 APRIL 2009...

wawawa... dtg2 skool je smue wish aku HAPPY BIRTHDAY fiza...
hehe... terharu.. satu kelas nyanyi lagu utk aku..
n thnx kat smue.. lg2 org yg 1st wish aku.. iaitu emellia then izatul..
mazrina n fari... oops ade ag .. carmen n smue kwn2 kls aku tmasok kls laen yg join..
hehe... ha..~~ cikgu misnah.. thnx2 sesgt sbb wish sye... ily cikgu.. n cikgu2 laen gak yg wish..
haha.. td dpt hadiah yg paling bharge dari ruben.. walopn xbrape bharge..
hadiahnye.. dye kene diam n tutup mulut dye bile ckgu tgh mngajar.. tiap2 ari memekak..
pening dgr.. hehe,... bgoz2...
farah!! thnx gak eh.. xsngke aku dah tue.. 50 thn ko kate..
xpe2... hehe... aku mude ag r..
ina!! thnx gak.. gud luck PMR gak.. 8A k?? hehe... ahha.. ade sorng ag... syawal..
sori sbb palau mase ko wish aku.. hehe.. sbb dlm lab tu bising so.. xdgr la... but thnx2...
hhahaaa.. mama ku n dad... ily soo much sbb wish n bg hadiah yg bgoz2.. hehe
ahh!! ng chuan san??!!.. ko wish aku happy dead day?? ko nak aku mati?? xpe2.. hehe..
tgk ko nnt..

BTW smue... thnx sesgt sbb wish k...
ilysm..

stupid question

-HEART BREAK -


have you got ur heart broke
- yeah

did u feel like u hate them, but still loved them afterwards
- err... yup

u still think about them everyday
-secret..

wish u were still with them
-not really..

wander if they still love u
-no!

feel like its ur fault for not being together
-wat?? me?? ofcoz not!

do u get depressed when u think about them
-everytime

do u cry when u think about them
-sometimes..

do u usually think of good or bad memories
-of coz la good..

wats ur most missed memory about them
- y do u wanna kno?

how long were u together with the person
- not important to remember..

did it feel like ur heart got ripped out when u broke up
-yeap..

did ur troat get tight and u could breath
-i still can breath.. i'm still alive wat?

did u cry urself to sleep
-not everytime..

how many nights
-a lot..

how many nights of sleep did u miss thinking of them, if any
-every night.. maybe..

are u trying to move on
-of coz yeah...

think u wont ever find love again
- depends..

have u already moved on
-yeap2..

was he/she ur first love
- yea..

if u had the same freinds, did any freindships end cuz of the break up
-no!!

how many times have u had ur heart break
- err.. so many times...


-REALLY PERSONAL -


ok be honest, did u ever cut urself becuz u were depressed
-hell no..! i luv myself..

ever tried to commit suicide cuz of the break up
- stupid??!! i still wanna live..

are u still depressed, if u were depressed when u broke up
-its my problem.. who r u wanna kno?

does he/she have another gf/bf yet
- dont kno.. n maybe yes!!

do u think u'll get back together with them
- i dont think so...

can u forgive the one who broke ur heart
- i should think 100 times before do that..

exaclty, what was the reason they broke ur heart
- forget oledy..

ever think of wat it would be like if u guys would still be together
-maybe i'm not gonna cry everyday.. alwayz laughing n happy.. but i'm happy now wat?? heeah..

ever missed school cuz u didnt want to see there face
-always see his face at school!!

do u still talk to them often, or at least some times
-nooooooooo~~!

are u still freinds
-maybe..

do u still love them?
-cannot tell..

ever wrote depressing poetry for the person
-a lot..!!

do you want him/her to say "i love you"?
- maybe not cuz i dont want to break my lovely heart again.. hehe..

kawan

kata mak, KAWAN tu ibarat lebah,
habis madu sepah dibuang.......
kata abah, KAWAN tu umpama bunga ros,
dipandang cantik dipegang sakit.....
kata atuk, KAWAN tu seperti air terus mengalir.....
kata nenek, KAWAN tu bak bulan
dipuja dan disanjung tp nun jauh di sana....
kate sedare, kawan tu mcm makanan,
kawan makan kawan!!
kata abang, KAWAN tu seperti lembu mengikut saje ape dikata........
kata kakak, KAWAN tu tak ubah macam durian
bau je busuk tp sedap dimakan....
kata adik, KAWAN tu macam biskut
sekejap ade sekejap takde.......

kata aku, kawan tu tak kisahlah camner..
walaupun dia IBARAT LEBAH,
UMPAMA BUNGA ROS,
SEPERTI AIR, BAK BULAN,
SEPERTI LEMBU,
TAK UBAH MACAM DURIAN
& MACAM BISKUT!!!
dia tetap kawan...
tau tak sebab ape???
sekali aku dah kawan ngan dia selamanye dia ttp kawan aku...
itu cara aku berkawan..!!

business

STUDY is my business..
To SUCCEED in business :
1 - Be there..
2 - Pay attention
3 - Do your work !
4 - Do your work !
5 - Do your work !

"I pLaN mY wOrK aNd i WoRk My PlAn.. "

B - believe / begin
E - enthusiastic

S - specific / scripted
M - measurable
A - attainable
R - reason
T - time



" To SuCcEeD, Do WhAt YoU hAvE tO dO.. dO iT wHeN iT oUgHt To bE dOnE.. dO It WhEtHeR yOu lIkE iT Or NoT. mAkE yOuRsElF dO It.. "

" UnTuK BeRjAyA, sAyA lAkUkAn ApA YaNg MeStI SaYa lAkUkAn.. sAyA LaKuKaNnYa KeTiKa Ia pAtUt DiLaKuKaN.. SaYa LaKuKaN SaMa aDa SaYa SuKa aTaUpUn TiDaK.. sAyA pAkSa dIrI sAyA uNtUk mElAkUkAnNyA.. "


untuk berjaya saya mesti :
- mahu berjaya
- tahu cara
- mulakan

bila saya mulakan saya.. :
- tingkatkan standard saya
- buang fikiran penghalang
- ubah strategi

pesanan al-ghazali :
- tengok muka cikgu
- gambarkan
- jangan ganggu orang lain
- jawab soalan cikgu

pape je lah.. :-p

once apon a time..
something happened to me...
it was the sweetest thing
that ever could be...
a fantasy..
a dreem come true!
it was the day I met you..

2morrow exam..

huhu...

bace2.. aku jmpe ayt yg dikrng oleh kwn aku..(arif syaqim)

.. Ade pepatah inggeris mengatakn yg cinta sebagai bunga mawar dlm
sebuah taman yg luas,biarpun hanya sekuntum,mawar itu memberikn
seri kepada seluruh taman...tapi cinta bkn sekadar perkasihan teruna dara,
tetapi cinta dalam kehidupan sejagat ialah paksi keamanan dan kedamaian...
mmg susah untuk org yg x phm erti cinta sejati menjaga erti cinta itu sendiri...
npe org becinta untk puas kn nafsu???ingt la yg allah itu maha adil...
kte spttnye kne jge org yg kte sayangi n cintai itu dgn sebaik mgkn...
bkn merosak kn dia...cbe byg kn ank kamu berada di situasi itu???
ape perasaan kamu???msti kamu phm mksd ayt ini??hargai lah org yg
kte sygi n org yg menyayangi kte..walau ssh mcm ane pun ksh pecintaan itu
sabar je bnyk2...ini untuk menunjukkn betapa sukar nye untuk kita fahami erti
cinta yg sejati...cinta yg wat setiap pasangan ingin...bg aq pekataan "clash" x pnh
muncul dlm kamus pecintaan aq...aq bkn jnis yg ske mainkn perasaan kaum
hawa...walau sukar mcm ane pon nk memperthnkn sesebuah hubungan itu kte perlu sabar....dlm bcnta bnyk suka dan duka..mengapa mse kte becinta ngan si dia bnyk
dugaanya??? tu la yg wat kte phm erti cnta..cnta yg sejati susah utk kte cari..ade laki
yg slh kn popuan dlm cnta,ade juga popuan yg slh kn laki dlm cnta..bg aq 2-2 sme..bg laki/popuan yg becinta bkn bepaksikn cnta sejati mereka hnye akn memainkn pasangan mereka..x kre ar laki ke popuan ke sme je..ade yg becnta hnye untk kepentingan,nafsu,dimainkn,ade untk bls dendam,ade yg untk cari pengalaman
n mcm ag...bg mereka yg yg becnta x bepaksikn cnta sejati mereka mempunyai
agenda mereka sendiri..bg laki knape bnyk laki zaman skng nie nilai popuan hnye
pade bdn??bkn pade hati n perasaan???tp bkn semua laki mcm 2...bg laki yg sepeti
ini knpe mereka lyn nafsu mereka???bkn ke sesudh kwin kte akn dpt gak...