Friday, September 26, 2008

what's this? hmm..layan j la


When you break her heart===[ the pain never really goes away ]
When she misses you===[ shes hurting inside]
When she says its over===[ she still wants you to be hers ]
When she reposts this bulletin===[ she wants you to read it ]
When she walks away from you mad===[ Follow her]
When she stare's at your mouth===[ Kiss her ]
When she pushes you or hit's you===[ Grab her and don’t let go ]
When she start's cursing at you===[ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]
When she's quiet===[ Ask her what’s wrong]
When she ignore's you===[ Give her your attention]
When she pulls away==[ Pull her back ]
When you see her at her worst===[ Tell her she's beautiful ]
When you see her start crying==[Just hold her and don’t say a word ]
When you see her walking==[ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]
When she's scared===[ Protect her ]
When she lay's her head on your shoulder===[ Tilt her head up and kiss her ]
When she steal's your favorite hat==[ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]
When she tease's you===[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]
When she doesn’t answer for a long time===[ reassure her that everything is okay ]
When she looks at you with doubt==[ Back yourself up with the truth]
When she say's that she like's you==[ she really does more than you could understand ]
When she grab's at your hands===[ Hold her's and play with her fingers ]
When she bump's into you===[ bump into her back and make her laugh ]
When she tells you a secret===[ keep it safe and untold]
When she looks at you in your eyes===[ don’t look away until she does]-
Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything
- DON'T let her have the last word
- Call her Hot...but Gorgeous or Beautiful is soo much better
- Say you love her more than she could ever love you- Argue that she is the best girl ever
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she&#39

bad time..bad day..sweet memory..

ah..smlm mmg ari pling trok dlm sej form2 aku ni..asl aku rase cm da x d mood ni? asl? aku x sangke bnde ni le jd..aku mmg x caye..aku syg gler dgn die, tp die wt cmni..asl? ap salah aku? sbnanye aku da sedar ttg prubhan die dari 2 minggu lpas..die cm da x nk lyan aku j..aku mmg ade niat nk mntak clash, tp aku sbar j...tngok2 die yg mntak..ahh...aku mmg mnyesal tol..aku x sangke bnde yg cmni le jd..dah le die tu first aku!! aku syg gler..aku x le lupekn die..n aku arp satu ari nnt aku akn le lupekn die..yg pling x le lupe ni..bnde ni blaku dlm bulan rmadan..mmg sedih..
asl laki ni x le setie pd yg1 a? asl? asl diorg tu tlebeh ego ah? asl diorg tu cpat boring..susah k nk setie?? susah?..aku x tau nk ckp cmne ag..dah mmg nseb aku..kalo aku tau bnde ni akn jd dari dulu..aku akn jage die baek2...aku rindu die yg dulu..die yg peramah..die yg happy..die yg suke bgurau..die yg pndai wt lwak..die yg slalu wt aku appy..aku nk die yg dulu,..aku nk die yg dulu!! die yg dulu x cmni....mane pg nye die yg appy?!! tp smuenye da brubah!!...skarg ni aku cm da x knal ag die yg dulu..aku cm da x tau spe die ag?
tp aku redha..bnde yg jd msti ade sbb kn? tol x? kite x le nk ngis sbb lelaki..idop ni msih pnjang..aku x nk musnhkn idop aku ni hnye sbb sorang LELAKI..!! ..aku pker2 balik..x pyah nk arpkn die ag..aku ade kwan2 yg syangkn aku..tol x? kwan2 yg lbeh fham aku..kwan2 yg le tolong aku time aku susah..tol x?? aku sedih2 j dtg skool td..ingat mmg x d mood nk appy..tp sebaliknye yg jd..aku mkin HAPPY!! sbb ade kwan2 yg le wat aku gmbire..!! kwan2 yg le ilangkn boring aku..kwan2 aku nyanyikn aku lagu..wat lwak2 bodoh..mmg bez..walopn bez..aku msih ingat die gak..knape???????? kenape???? but i'll try to throw him away from my mind..!!
aku rase ade baeknye gak aku clash thn ni..at least bukn thn dpan..time aku nk amek PMR..kalo bnde tu jd time aku nk amek PMR..aku rase aku dah gagal exam da..!!..aku dah mlas da nk couple2 ni..aku dah give up...!! aku x nk dsakiti ag..insyaallah aku x kn bcouple ag smpai abiz form5..or smpai abiz blajr..!!..biar la die yg jd first aku n yg las aku utk zman psekolhn aku ni..aku arap korg yg bce blog aku ni le doakn aku spaye aku x kn dpat lupekn die n bjaye dlm PMR thn dpan gak..thank u..
end of this topic-assalamualaikum-

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

my favourite song..n artist



first at all..i wanna tell a story about this girl..her name is AVRIL LAVIGNE n of course u all know..she was born on 27 september 1984 in Canada..she's married already..this singer is already have three album which are: - let go
- under my skin
- the best damn thing


fall to piece-avril lavigne
i looked away
then i loke back at u
u try to say
the things that u can't undo
if i had my way
i'd never get over u
today's the day
i pray that we make it through

make it through the fall
make it through it all

n i don't want to fall a pieces
i just want to sit and stare at u
i don't want to talk about it
and i don't want a conversation
i just want to cry in front of u
i don't want to talk about it
cuz i'm in love with u

you're the only one
i'd be with till the end
when i come undone
u bring me back again
back under the stars
back into your arms

wanna know who u r
wanna know where to start
i wanna know what this means

wanna know how u feel
wanna know what is real
i wanna know everything, eeverything

i'm in love with u...
cuz i'm in love with u

this song was really awsom..i like it sooo much..
it meant something..when the first time i heard this song, i just wanna cry coz i've been in that situaition...this song is about a girl who really loves her boyfriend..but her boyfrind juz dont care about her anymore..it is like her boyfriend does not love her anymore but he juz don't want to tell her..mayb he just afraid to hurt her feelings..hmm..a really sad song..










Monday, September 22, 2008

about 2rk class


As I am writing this as of this moment,I am 14 years old and study at SMK Pandan Jaya.I am in the class 2RK.It is the top class and usually it means that it contains the smartest but not really smart and maybe the least noisiest class.Yet this story of my class as I am about to unfold is something untypical yet it is the modern everyday school life as a teenager.In this class we've got32 students.The problem is this:We are the most problematic top class the teachers have ever seen and we can even keep our voice down( I'm saying like as if we are doing voices like in the opera eg.La Carlotta if you remember the "Phantom Of The Opera").Teachers have been criticising us for more than half a year and yet we never change.Room for improvement?Yes please.Well I have to admit,even though I am a prefect I still join my friends and make all sorts of noises.Its like entertainment but it comes with a big price to pay:INDISCIPLINE!Well our class does get toned down once we received err..some lectures from the teachers.The weird thing about our class is that some don't even finish their homework,pass up their work and apparently as I heard from some friends of mine,staying home to finish their homework(Don't tell anyone!).So my class is pretty much the pioneers for an indisciplined top class.There are also speculations and stories in our class like love,study,cheating and err..you get the picture.So it is not the most extraordinary thing you've heard yet its the most surprising and dumbfounding thing you'll ever seen or heard.Gossips are what you normally hear from television in the entertainment industry but for it to come from a class like ours,its never the most amusing thing for the teachers.Some teachers had to tell certain students to keep their eyes and minds on studying,don't lose grip on education though it seems all the hard work the teachers have done doesn't seem to bear fruit at the moment.Not in the right frail of mind?Maybe.Fraility of the mind is the least thing you'll need when your in a class like mine.Besides that,we have students who over-exaggerates and think they are so popular.Miss Popularity?Huh..I don't think I would give a damn anout that.There was one moment of exaggeration when I accidentally dropped that someone's spectacles.Then she screams and says it is worth RM 400.My mind was saying:"What is she trying to prove?".Exaggeration was what she did as I didn't do it purpose yet she yell as if it is the end of the world when the spectacles dropped.It didn't had any scratches and barely any marks or problems.I just couldn't believe it.Futhermore,you got girls in groups thinking they are so popular and beautiful when the truth is actually far from it.Get the picture?Yet again,these things turn into gossips and later cause chaos in our class.Peace just cannot be restored in our class.Yet I must say the teachers teaching our class have been exceptionally professional and great.They are still so calm and patient in handling our notorious class.You've gotta take your hats down for the teachers.Even when hopes are all down,the teachers just get along with it and teach the students towards the gate glory in education.I definitely have to thank the teachers.If it was me,I'm not so sure whether I would've been that patient with that kind of behaviour.Oh...have I mentioned,our class is specialise in calling names and using names of fathers and mothers as jokes?I guess not and you've probably never think about that even half a chance of that happening.In our class,we've got the Arumugams,Loganathans,Dobbies,Honings,Sharifudins,Hashim,Hussein and many more.Its the truth,I can't hide that fact.It has become a trend and even other schools are affected but of course,we didn't spread that contagious disease.So you get what I mean.Our class is extraordinary and something never before seen but still its a great enviroment.There is still good in the class.In my class you get to see the true hardship and friendship,something that no other classes can have.When someone is in dire trouble we unite to help him in anyway.We never stay down and keep it to ourselves.That is the good part about our class.It is great.When you don't know something,we can be free to ask someone for assistance.That person is sure to help the other in our class.Yup,there is nowhere better than having friendship like ours in or class.Signing off for Class 2RK....

about me..(malay version)

huh...hai guys..

name aku hafizah..aku ni org yg simple2 j...aku tinggal kat Malaysia, ampang..aku ade 7 adek-bradik, mmg rmai..n bingit tol umah aku..tp x p, aku suke rmai2, x boring..aku ni jenis yg x ske bgaul sngt sbb aku ni mudah tepengaruh...lg2 budak2 nkal kt skol aku tu..ade yg isap rokok..budak brutel..!! e... geram j..mayb korang yg x knal aku akn kate aku ni sombong...n mmg rmai yg da ckp cngitu pn...aku x gsah..yg pnting kekwan aku suke kwan ngan aku...



hmm..ap ag e..??

hah..aku ni x suke org yg hipokrit!! suke mencapap!! mmg benci..nak famous tp gunekn org laen...mmg pantang..kat skol aku jenis yg suke senyum n gelak2...bile kate happy go lucky r...

tp x d r keterlaluan sesngat..aku tau batas2 nye..lolz...aku x suke org yg suke kutok2 blakg2..n aku suke bkwan dgn org yg suke wat lwak..sbb diorg tu le wat aku happy bile aku cdeh....aku ni jenis yg emosional cket..~ngee~ ..senang merajok..tp x kn tunjok kt org..kalo aku benci org tu skali pn, aku x kn bg tau..aku suke pendam2..so kbnyakn kwan aku x kn tau diri aku yg sbnarnye..cume yg tol2 rpat tu tau la..



hah!! lg 1..aku x ske org yg suke lbehkn bf die drpd kwan...n suke2 crite psl laki2...kalo cket2 tu ade r join gak..lolz..aku ni slalu change mood..skejp tngok happy..skejp cdeh..skejp bengang..skejp nk ngis..~ngee~..tp bile aku badmood tu..jgn la cube2 nk wat lwak bodoh..kalo wat..hmm rase lah makan kasut aku ni..!!... tu j lah psal aku kot...aku tau sape aku...so korg yg x tau tu jgn2 la nk mnilai aku dari luar j...k..(~_~)