Thursday, January 22, 2009

slipped away ?? ^_^

I cried today...
not because I missed you or even wanted you
but because I finally realized
I'm going to be alright without you

A break up is like a broken mirror.
It is better to leave it broken than hurt yourself trying to fix it.

I can't escape the thought of you.
Even in my dreams you are there.
It's not fair how your gone,
and how you're moving on so fast,
while I am still living in the past.

Breaking up is not a stupid thing;
instead it makes you a better person
and realize your mistakes.

I don't know what to do now that we're apart;
I don't know how to live without the other half of my heart.

My biggerst fear is that one day we will pass each other
on the streets and have an artifical conversation.

Now that I have loved so purely and deeply,
I have realized how lonely I really am.

Some people think that it's holding on that makes one strong;
sometimes it's letting go.

You have to forgive to forget,
and forget, to feel again.

If your love does not work with that person,
it just means that someone else loves you more.

If you can't save the relationship,
at least save your pride.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

hrtbrkn

semue bnde dlm pc aku da ilang.. aku tpekse install anti virus yg baru sbb pc aku da lembap giler..!!
bnyak keje2 aku dlm nie da xd! ahaha.. but its ok now hehe pc aku da laju semule..
cuti raye cine bnyak keje.. sejarah nota betimbun2, kene wat tiga karangan bahase melayu.. n mcm2 ag..
skarg aku da start g tuisyen lame aku.. xsangke jumpe kwn2 lame kat citu.. haha.. sunyi sepi sbb plaja dye xramai n senang nak focus..
uuh... takot nk g skool esok.. nape?? aku pn xtau nape.. haha.. ntah la.. pastu xpasal2 kene jage kat blok 'jasa' .. blok yg sangat2 boring n sunyi.. haha dulu kene jage kantin.. same je terok.. plaja makan xreti buang sampah.. ape??! ingat org kat kantin tu org gaji diorng kew??! haah??!! dah besar2 panjang pn still xtaw adap makan.. budak2 kecik pn pandai buang sampah.. malu la sikit..!
but asal nie... aku takot nk g skool esok.. xtau nape.. myb sbb keje skool xsiap? takot cikgu? or.. takot dgn budak dok blakng aku?? or... ntah la...
xsdap ati r.. dahle carik info ttg chapter2 'heroes near n far' tu xdapat ag.. dulu kene carik person admire.. skarng pn same.. susah betol..!!
emm...... emm... emm... ............... lg1, i'm sorrrrrri......!! fogiv me.. nape diorng xle faham aku? asl diorg suke2 je nak marah.. bile aku yg marah, xpnh ade yg pk.. diorg xpnh tau nape aku wat cmtu, n xpnh nak try tanye nape..? tau2 nk marah je.. aku wat smue ade sbb.. aku xbniat pn nk sakitkn ati die.. tp ade ke dye tanye aku nape?? xpenah.... dye xpnh tanye nape aku wat cmtu kat dye.. ... sbb dye xphm aku..... aku s_y_ng sangat kat dye.. dye je xpnh tau..

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

sinus

gejala selsema seperti hidung tersumbat, sakit pada pipi serta kekerapan bersin terutama pada waktu pagi mmg merimaskan. lbih xslesa apabila muka terasa gatal seperti ada bende merayap. rasa kurng selesa smakin btambah bile dlm tekak dpenuhi dgn kahak. jika anda mempunyai simptom seperti itu ia menandakan anda mungkin mengalami masalah sinusitis. Sinusitis ialah keradangan pada lapisan mambran dalam mana2 ruang sinus. sinusitif juga membuatkan kita menjadi sangat sensitif terhadap ape2 yg boleh menyebabkan alahan, termasuk perubahan cuaca(sejuk), pencemaran alam sekitar dan jangkitan bakteria..
pada tulang tengkorak kita ada beberapa lubang berisi udara dan diselaputi mukus serta membuka kedalam kaviti (ruang) hidung. ruang ini dipanggil sinus. sinus ialah masalah yg sangat lazim di seluruh dunia. jika dibuat imbasan pada 10 org normal, 80% didapati akan mengalami masalah sinusitis ringan yg tidak perlu apa2 rawatan. antara punca sinus adalah jangkitan bakteria dan dianggarkan 85% kes sinusitis berpunca daripada selsema biasa yg tidak dirawat dan berlanjutan lama. ini bmakne seseorang individu itu mengalami jangkitan bakteria skunder yg berlaku ketika selsema..
selain itu, ia juga berpunca akibat daripada perubahan cuaca sejuk, jangkitan fungus, masalah sistem imun seperti yg dialami penghidap HIV dan pesakit kanser yg menjalani rwatan kemoterapi. tidak kurng juga jangkitan pada gigi disamping jangkitan yg berlaku ketika berenang atau menyelam dalam air yg tercemar dan masuk ke ruang sinus. mereka yg mempunyai asma, mengalami ketumbuhan (polip) dalam hidung, alahan pd habuk dan debunga dan ada masalah yg membabitkan aliran mukus (lendir) dalam sistem pernafasan sperti sista fibrosis adalah lebih mudah menghidap sinus.
Jika keradangan sinus tidak mendatangkan masalah, anda tidak perlu mndapatkn rawatan. ramai orang ada dalam kategori ini. bgaimanapun, jika sinusitis ini mula menyebabkan gangguan pada kesihatan seperti demam, sakit kepala dan leher, muka sakit dan bengkak, anda disaran berjumpa doktor. jika didapati sinusitis anda teruk, usah biarkan ia berlanjutan kerana melengahkan rawatan boleh menyebabkan masalah anda bertambah buruk. jangkitan bakteria perlu dihapuskan kerana ia boleh memasuki aliran darah dan mengakibatkan keracunan menyebabkan seluruh badan terasa sakit..
didapati daripada- berita harian Sabtu 3 januari 2009
saje2 je tulis balik sbb nk share dgn smue org.. n aku pn ade pnyakit sinus nie tp xar serious mane.. hehe..

Saturday, January 3, 2009

slipped away

this song is dedicated to my little cutie hamster..
its DEAD.. haha.. T_T..

Na na, na na na, na na
I miss you, miss you so bad
I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
Ooooh

Na na na na na na na

I didn't get around to kiss you
Goodbye on the hand
I wish that I could see you again
I know that I can't

Oooooh
I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
Ooooh

I had my wake up
Won't you wake up
I keep asking why
And I can't take it
It wasn't fake
It happened, you passed by

Now you are gone, now you are gone
There you go, there you go
Somewhere I can't bring you back
Now you are gone, now you are gone
There you go, there you go,
Somewhere your not coming back

The day you slipped away
Was the day i found it won't be the same noo..
The day you slipped away
Was the day that i found it won't be the same oooh...

Na na, na na na, na na
I miss you

avril lavigne
Under My Skin (2004)
'slipped away'