final exam..

dah 2 minggu exam berlalu.. baru aku ade mood nk tulis ttg nie..
bole dkatekn exam tu xd r semudah yg aku sangke.. yg paleng terok tu, aku mngharapkan utk dpat 8A.. tu target aku.. tp ape le buat english aku dpat B!! sux!! xpe r..bukn makne skali gagal tuh le gagal slamenye kan? tol x? of coz la btol kan...lolz.. tp aku rase sangat2 la puas ati dgn result aku nieh sbb aku btol2 tau klemahan aku yg sendiri..aku jwab soaln exam tanpe meniru langsong.. even sometimes aku tenampak jwapan budak kecik yg dudok dpan aku tuh aku buat2 xnmpak haha..n budah tu ialah nicholas!!

foget to say, aku dpat kalahkan nicholas lah dlm kls.. xcaye kn..aku pn same..haahaha.. hmm, markah sejarah aku spatutnye dpat 85 tp teacher salah tarok jd 77!! bnyak tol bezenye..!! bile aku ckp balek kat teacher aku, dye kate dye dah mls nk tukat sbb result tu dah anta kat pngetue utk dtandetngan.. geram je aku dgr.. kalo teacher x tersalah tarok tesult aku tuh dah tentu aku dpt kalahkn si nareen yg blagak tuh..! mntang2 r dye dpat top10 dlm kls..err..!

mase dpt result tuh aku tngok bnyak sangat reaksi muke kwn2 aku.. ade yg sedih n ade yg over excited!! n of coz la yg over excited tuh budak2 yg otak diorg tu mmg la gelige sesangat.. but xsmue yg over excited tu ..i mean yg dpat markah yg tinggi tu buknnye dgn usaha diorg sndiri..
bole dikatekn 90% budak kls aku mniru dlm exam diorg tuh.. ade sorang dak dlm kls aku nie xpuas ati dgn kwn2 dye yg dpt result2 yg tinggi2 juz bcoz kwn dye mniru.. ape lah..pastu nk msam2 muke lak dgn kwn2 dye... pikiran cetek betol.. kalo da taw kwn2 dye smue akn meniru, so jadi r cerdik ciket.. jadikn tu smue sbagai salah satu cabaran utk usaha dgn lebih kuat ag.. lg satu, dye smpai nk jumpe cikgu nk bg taw yg kwn2 dye mniru.. patotnye dye kene r sedar ciket..dye dpat result cmtuh pon sbb dye yg xwat preparation awl2.. pastu mlm nk exam baru lah nak sntuh buku diorg yg dah berhabok dlm laci diorg..ish2 then sanggup tidor smpai kol 2 ke 3 pagi sbb nk bace buku..

ade tu lg lah..mase nk amek exam le menangis sbb xhfal formule maths..ish3 mcm2 ragam r kwn2 aku nieh..actually aku pn ade gak yg xhfal formule..lolz tp xd samai nk nangis2..n lg satu ! buat first time dlm form2 aku bjaye siapkn karangan BM dlm mase yg ditetapkan..hahaha slalunye mmg xsempat..alhamdulillah.. lege sikit tp tangan pon lengoh sngat2 cm nak tcabut..
ape2 pon exam dah abez..n happy r siket.. tp thn dpan ade exam yg lbeh penting iaitu PMR!! arrghhhh..takotnye... aku takot xle dpat ape yg aku nak je... tp aku akn wat tol2!! insyaallah
signing off ..

fall for you

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core
But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find
This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Oh
But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for youOver again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another dayI swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

album: a twist in my story (2008)

soul depression

life is full of trouble...
full of sickness...
full of pain...
full of joy...
but we only have change to live...
one change to laugh..
one change to cry...
and one change to love someone...
but the change we destroyed by a creature named a 'MAN' ...
but i'm still standing here waiting for him but...
i didn't know is my waiting is valuewable for him...
i'm sick waiting for him...
to built my life happy again like the old time we had together...
i miss the old him..miss old him so much.....
i am very tired suffering from this trouble..
but no matter how far i ran from it, the more it backfires me..
truth does hurt...
but it never lies...
i know it no use waiting for him...
but i still waiting...Why??...
If one day,
he come back and...want to be with me...
it'll take thousand times for me to think 'bout it'
why?? coz i want him...
to suffer as what i was suffering before...
nothing hurt more, than realising..
he meant everything to me..but,
i meant nothing to him....
behind the good looks,
he is the most evil person i ever known...
ps: old story!!...but i'm ok with him now..he is the best guy i ever know!!