heart

I hate the way u talk 2 me
And the way u cut your hair
I hate the way u make me smile
I hate it when u stare
I hate your dumb combat boots
And the way u read my mind
I hate u so much.. it makes me sick
It even make me rhyme
I hate it-
I hate the way you’re always right
I hate it when u lie
I hate it when u make me laugh,
Even worse then u make me cry
I hate it when u’re not around
And the fact that u didn’t call
But mostly, I hate the way I don’t hate u
Not even close,
Not even a little bit
Not even at all

home sweet home..

well as u guys wish.. i'm active back in blog.. haah..!! afte a long..long tyme
what's da topic rite now.. wait.wait.. let me guess..
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haah!!
NOTHING...
juz went back home from seseri.. aahhh.. as usual.. miss all ma fwn especially da cutty2 maz.. fafa.. fary..atul n blablabla..
soo stress stay in seseri.. although it is oredy 1month pass but i still cant get along wif them.. stress..stress.. only 1 things in their mind.. STUDY..STUDY.. no tyme 2 chat2.. joking2.. WOOT??!! i kno i'm not crazy bout book but plzzz.. help me out...!!
first prob n da really..really critical 1 is i still cannot do add.mths.. dunt understand wat da teacher doin.. we r oredy in chapter 3 but i feel nothing!! nothing stick in my mind about add.maths..nothing at all..
second prob is sleepy!!!
zzZZZzzzzZZzZzz..
especially in maths subject.. it is always in da last period.. well u kno..hot day..tired.. what else i can do other then sleep..?? but sumtimes in physic n history olso lyke that.. haha.. light off at 11.50 pm.. but we usually sleep at 12pm.. wake up at 4.30.. imagine how much time i sleep in a day??
some friends were sooo damn annoying n i really hate them!!! more then i hate the DM (dewan makan) food.. lol..haha.. shuu...(dun tell anyone).. they r kind of people that i, myself cannot describe.. soo annoying.. lyke 2 show off.. think that they r really great.. got this..got that.. got blablabla.. takling lyke they have thousands mouth!! err.. like i care bout their life anyway.. i have only 2 bezfwen there..one in my dome n 1 in class.. but there r 3 actually.. 1 oredy leavin.. in ma dome ofcoz da 1 that sleep bhind me (share 1 bed ectually) hehe.. NANA.. u r da one.. n in class is SYABIHAH aka cubby aka shabby.. luv u guyz soo much.. muah..muah..we have da same hobby..same interest..same future career n many more..
last 2 weeks we have the 'merentas desa' run.. joining da MILO program in Mount Kiara..soo damn tired.. i feel like running for 10 km although it is only 6.5 km.. lol.. it is just like a jungle treaking coz we run around da mountain..hahaha..lolololol... wake up early at 4am.. start da trip at around..err.. not really sure but maybe around 5.50am.. haah..
zzz
zzz
zzz
now i'm at home.. feel like in da moon.. whoo.. whee... ziiiiiizzzzgg... wif a big smile in ma face..
but another 7 days i'm going back 2 da earth...sobsobsob wif a big great dump..!!
goin back 2 seseri.. lol
sign off

life must go on..

haih.. arini ari ahad 31.2.10
aq riindu sesgt kwn2.. baru 2 ari aq klua dari smkpj..lg 2 ari nk g asrama dah.. aq rindu mazrina..carmen..emy..fari.. n lg2 izatul..aq sayang diorg.. stiap kali aq nk tido, aq akn nangis bile pk ttg diorg.. aq pk cmne maz bile xde aq.. aq risau ade org nk papekn dye.. aq risau dye sunyi..
aq xle lupekn knangan 3pk1 yg dulu.. syg sesgt kt diorg..
dulu mase 3pk1 .. tu la kwn 2 aq..kwn2 yg ley tolng aq mase aq susah.. kwn2 yg ley wat aq gmbire bile sedih.. mase aq dpt rsult terok, diorg slalu ade utk tolng aq.. satu kls tu mcm 1 family.. walopn ade 3kaum berbeza, tp kitowg xpnh ade sempadan.. kitorg mmg rapat..
rase susah sgt nk lupekn.. mmg stiap prtmuan ade prpisahan.. tp terlalu sakit bile pk kan..
mase 3pk1 dulu ade 1 group yg mmg smtimes wat aq bengang..tp diorg sgt2 baik.. suke wat lwak bodo.. xde diorg kls tu xkn cerie.. klo korng ade kt kls tu tntu korng tau sape.. dye fakhrul,syarul n nazren.. diorg sntiase g memane sesame.. slalu kenekn org laen sesame.. slalu curi alat tulis aq..
yg laen cm razlin, syaz, n syida.. diorg mmg bez,, raz slalu tergelak2 bile org ckp psl dye.. dye pndai jage prasaan aq.. dye pnh tolng aq psl 1 bnde n aq xkn lupe.. mekaseh razlin..
aq rindu smue org.. diorg mmg periang.. group laen cm chua,leon,ruben,nick n nesh pon sgt bez.. diorg slalu bgaduh psl bnde remeh2.. tp skejp je diorg ley baek2 smule.. kalo bab plajaran, smue nk menang.. sntiase bersaing.. lol..
btol ckp sorng kwn aq.. kalo aq da pindah nnt aq xkn ade org lg nk kcau2 aq..or buli aq.. aq rindu korng.. dye ckp lg kalo aq blah skola u nnt xkn ade kwan yg gile2 cm syawal.. xkn ade masalah kipas rosak lg..xkn ade org yg nk memekak kt lua kls cm berok.. xde lg org nk nyanyi2 dgn suare yg xsedap.. xde lawak bodo..xde owg nk ejek aq azman lg.. xde org nk ckp aq chipsmore lg.. xde org nk ckp aq batman lg.. ARRGH!!! MISS U GUYZ SOO DAMN MUCH!!
tu mmg betol.. fiza rindu smue org.. fana da pindah SAB..hus pon same.. fari g teknik.. smue kwn fiza yg baik2 tinggalkn fiza.. maz pon da xde..
lps ni xde sape nk ckp fiza bodo lg,, xde org nk tampar2 fiza..xde org nk crite ttg lagu2 bez ngn fiza.. kalo dulu smue carmen yg buat bnde tu.. tp slarg.. smue da ilng.. smue dgn jln masing2..
kalo dulu mazrina slalu ade utk nangis sesame.. maz slalu crite ttg azri.. kalo tgk maz nangis,,smue nangis skaly.. kalo dulu 3pk1 kne marah ngn cikgu..slalu dgr suare ckgu misnah..skarg ni xlg.. rindu ckgu misnah.. rindu smue ckgu yg laen.. ckgu maizura..ckgu intan..ckgu zaleha.. n smue2 ckgu..
mase las skola yg akn wat fiza xkn lupekn diorg smue.. aq dah janji kt diri aq yg aq xkn nangis.. aq da janji.. tp aq xbole.. xbole tinggalkn kwn2.. lg mase diorg nyanyi lagu perpisahan.. air mate aq jatuh mcm hujan.. xboleh berhenti.. diorg btol2 wat aq sedih.. tp tu la saat yg aq mmg xley n xkn lupekn... saat air mate aq menitis terlalu banyak dpn2 kwn aq.. saat aq peluk kwn2 aq.. diorg kawan yg paling baik n xde pengganti.. 3pk1 2009 akn jd ingatan selame2 nye.. FIZA MISS U GUYS KENGKAWAN.. JGN LUEKN FIZA... SBB FIZA XKN LUPEKN KOWNG.. salam sayang